What hurts the Most

Friday, February 29, 2008

Ahh. Today was great! Probably the most memorable thing was astro star-gazing. Haha.

Uh. Other than the screwed up SPA today which everyone screwed up in, I think school was boring. Oh yeah. Cal was screwing around with my wallet and I spent around half and hour chasing, begging, pleading the mean Cal to return my wallet. Rawr. Bleh.

Lol. Ok went to the astrophysics convention. Uh. Hey. It's not mugger ok. There were damn chio girls over there also, although not rg. Rg were nerds! Haha jk. I sat next to lao tee (: and then we were discussing on whatever pulsar crap that angular momentum and etc. Lol. So fun if you understand. Then lao tee went home after the convention T_T and then we had stargazing! Yeah! So fun :D

It was like, damn cool. Just a bunch of RI guys, having their own telescope and all and then lying down in a big football sized field doing stargazing. Ok. From now on things go weird.

I was like adjusting my telescope, to focus on some stuff when suddenly a few "hawt" (aiyah, by cal standards would be good looking) NYP girls were like asking whether they could see through the telescope as well. Wouldn't be polite to disagree, so let them, with permission from the teachers of course. Then we were like, talking about astrophysics 0.o I'm amazed that there are people out there that are good looking and have such interests like omgz whatthehell. Then Aaron told me to join everyone to like, lie down with all the RI guys on the ground. Yeah la then we were spotting Orion, sirius etc. when the NYP people asked if they could join us. Then like, yes. Ok lol. Then soon we were talking about ASTRO. It just seems damn weird. What would girls like them like about astro, seriously. But well, we were cracking weird jokes like, there was this girl who asked if anyone could spot heaven. Then some smart guy went, "Heaven (haven't) spotted it yet!" And more lame jokes like "You see, that's the star Sirius" Someone then said "Siriusly?" Oh well. It was really fun. Talking to girls and actually laughing with them that is. I left soon after though. Bleh. Now, who says astro has no life. I beg to differ. >=)

Erpz! Turns out the escaped convict is in my area! I'd better be careful. RAWR. Time to get my napalm in case... :D

Bleh! Yay it was so fun today. Happy birthday Roys! You've been a great friend although I know that I'm not really good to you but well, happy birthday! :D

Byeeeee~

6:43 AM
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Thursday, February 28, 2008

I shall take this post off if necessary.

Seems to me that in this society, or at least in Singapore society, we express more feminine power than masculine power. Although this may be already factual, I think that there is a lot of misuse of power in feminism.

Straits times saturday article (23rd feb if I'm nt wrong) says that Singapore women are expecting too much from men. How true! Ok but then again as our maths teacher said, the sample size was only taken from singles. No wonder they're still singles xD. Uh. It seems that in Singapore, females actually have a lot of freedom and say. Let's take the example of offense - a lady can insult a man as much as he pleases but a man can't even whisper a word about her. How childish is that.

Speaking of childish, I remember the times when girls actually claimed that I was being childish. But then again, as I look back, what does childish mean to them? Till now, they're still acting pretty immaturely, like teasing people about BGR and all that. Does maturity standard deviate from gender? Possibly. A female is more interested and curious about love during the hormonal stages of her life, philosophically and emotionally. However, males are more interested in sexual contexts. As such, mental maturity will differ between both genders. Therefore there is nothing to state the essence of childishness within someone of the opposite gender, but can only be referred to as miscommunication or misinterpretation. Bleh.

I don't want to talk about this anymore. Good luck to everyone who's taking chem for SPA tmr.

I wish you were more understanding.

7:47 AM
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I can't say I'm feeling very good now, after eating laksa which my mom bought (I don't like laksa because it's fattening, lol). But anyway, time for a post! :D

Ah. I think I screwed the announcement up. Was too nervous, kept looking at script, unenthu scream at the end - like "Arrrrrrrrr Run...." Lol. Never mind. There are some people who are good suanners and bad suanners. At least it was a good try right. Bleh.

Unexpected - my chinese got 41/60! Isn't that great (although I was chao suanned by Roys who topped the class with 50.5, lol). I never expected more than a 40. Sigh but I guess I really need to buck up with my chinese standard. I think niu yi is disappointed in our class because we have the potential, just that we are wasting it. I could have omitted less mistakes in the comprehension if I had been thinking straight. Now that I look at my answers, they look like crap. Sigh. Cloze passage I did surprisingly well, 14/20 (when I usually phail, lol). Comprehension I got 13/24. Zzz.

History test was quite ok, although I wrote in a very dangerous way. I only wrote the factor of survival to counter the hypothesis. If the teacher is more of the depth kind, I ace, but if the teacher expects more breadth, I'm screwed. ARGH. Dang.

Played soccer with cal, nana, FEI xD, Shaun CHOOO xDXD, Suwe, Manfred, Chew, terence, Chia, Weihan and Roys this afternoon. Yay was so funny lol. Fei can't keep for nuts, but never mind. :D Scored 1, but I'm curving the ball too much with my right foot. Ew.

Returned to Nic the costume - as usual she was like, "youknowIhateyouIhateyouIhateyou you'vealwaysbeenanobnoxiouslittleboyandyoustillare". I was like, uhm thanks. Haha. FEI SO MeAN. RAwR!

Anyway... was inventing weird songs, variations from 100 bottles of beer on the wall.

A shaun choo on the wall
A shaun choo on the wall
His name is shaun
He watches ____
A Shaun choo on the wall!

NOW THERE
I MEANT TV
what were you thinking? ;)

4:02 AM
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Perhaps I could just respect myself a little more.

Just a little.

Take a chance, take a step, make a change

7:10 AM
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Better Man - Robbie Williams

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
cause its not my fault
I know Ive been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
Im in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Once youve found that lover
Youre homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doin all I can
To be a better man

6:48 AM
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Sigh. Bio test was like, so phail today. Max = 37/40 now.

I bloody wasted my time, so I couldn't finish the last question. 10 lines for a 2 mark question, about font size 8. Dammit. Too much information.

I just hope I can write fast enough for the history test tomorrow. Screw CCT's. Sigh.

Gratz to Leeni who achieved a PB of 4.40 for 1.5km, sadly missing the record though, lol =P. And gratz to Hongen for getting medal again at 400m. Haha.

You tell me that you need me and then you go and cut me down
But wait
You tell me that you're sorry never thought I'd turn around
And say
That it's too late to apologize
It's too late.

6:42 AM
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

When Dinew mugs bio for 1 hr, he is getting serious.

When Dinew mugs bio for 2 hrs, he is getting VERY serious.

When Dinew mugs bio for 3 hrs, the test is driving him nuts.

When Dinew mugs bio for 4 hrs, you aren't thinking straight, because Dinew can never mug for more than 3 hrs per day.

Die bio Test. DIE.

5:14 AM
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Post has been deleted due to too much suan-age from the imba Cal =/

3:49 AM
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Monday, February 25, 2008

Ahh. Today was pretty much a tang of bitterness with sweet, kinda like lime.

Well, the day was pretty gloomy with math TA hanging over our heads. Turned out we were right. Maths TA was a killer. If even Chew and Mattie couldn't finish, there HAS to be a problem with the paper. Even Roys made mistakes, uhm. Noooo I don't wanna 2.8 maths again. So mean T.T

Then I suppose the best thing that happened today was the heats. Cal was so imba! 25.2 (i think) for 200m, beating Hao Zhi (on his birthday, like, SO MEAN) and losing to Syafiq by only a little... Cal suan me as usual, saying that he's so slow and all that. RAWR.

Leeni's defeat came pretty much as a shock to all of us. 800m somehow he started off strong, and was keeping a 10m + lead until the last 200m, when Ah Seow took strong pace and swept ahead of leeni. After gaining about a 10m+ lead, Cal said that leeni give up liao, so while Ah Seow broke record 2.07, leeni did a 2.11-ner, when he can do 2.05. Leeni says that last 200 when he wanted to sprint feel too much lactic, legs want to lift faster cannot because very hard. Oh well. I guess a consolation would be Chew beating Derek, with Chew's PB of 2.18 :D haha. That was an exciting heat ;D

And not to mention Nicolette's ever so kind and helpful trip to RJ just to deliver that godly costume that I need for thursday's announcement. Haha! Somehow it just seems that when she's embarassed she just goes like "IhateyouIreallyhateyouIhateyouIreallyhateyoudewingoh" lols! She came with a classmate named Lihong, which cal seems to be interested in (ok, JKING). lol.

Perhaps, as eventful as today was, I wish I could watch RG heats tmr. Too bad I'm going for physio. Sigh.

Ok. You just wasted a very long time of your life reading this st00f. You NO-LIFER! xD

4:34 AM
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Hi guys. I suppose it's about time I make an official blog, instead of keeping it passworded.

Although I may revert to my passworded blog for personal stuff, heh.

Grow up, and make a change.

2:56 AM
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