Saturday, February 7, 2009
Okay. Today.
Training was weird. I screwed up for practice. Tried to correct my mistakes. Then during the game I scored twice. The coach looked pissed. If the above premises are true, then I inferentially conclude that I pissed the coach of because he doesn't like the fact that I scored. Neither do I, since those goals weren't exactly the best. Damn. I need to improve more. Especially my footwork.
Oh. And we got our jerseys today. I'm no. 7. Lol. In sec 2 I was no.5 I think. Gah. But the shirt looks weird. I'm sure the adidas logo is right at the neck. -_-" Quite fail.
Anyway. The rest of the day was horribly spent. I came home, ate lunch, and SLEPT. Ugh. I can't believe it. Then woke up 3 hours later. Decided to study for my 4 upcoming tests next week. I don't even remember anything for history or bio lol. So yeah I did math and bio. Was relatively okay I guess.
Then went out for some dinner to celebrate my grandma's birthday. Lol. Somehow it feels very very weird. I can't find a level to talk to with my cousins. It's quite hard when nobody understands you most of the time. Sigh. I must learn to talk on a conversational level more. Being too intellectual gets you ousted.
Oh. And my chinese sucks. I asked some china person where is the 茅厕. LOL. Then she was laughing as she pointed me the direction. That term is only used in ancient China so yeah nowadays nobody uses it anymore. Hence, I made a fool out of myself. As usual. The appropriate word would be 洗手间。 Haiz.
FAIL. FAIL. FAIL.
Tmr will be a better day.
Edit: Okay. I feel random, so I decide to post up song lyrics.
Daniel Bedingfield - If you're not the oneIf you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Maybe I'll do "Check yes Juliet" Tmr. Or "Built to last". I'm looping them -_-"
6:30 AM
what hurts the most
